Day 124 of Year 2 (Actually Day 125)
Mystics tell us that when life seems chaotic or ununderstandable, we are actually in Divine Order. Because humans cannot comprehend the Divine, this state feels like a mess, like all of our safeties and controls dissolving. I find great comfort in the idea idea of Divine Order even in situations of slight disarray. Understanding that I might not know everything opens the possibilities of good outcomes even when logic predicts otherwise. At very least, it takes some pressure and self blame off. There might be more afoot than I know. There might be a greater meaning. Chaos and disarray can be deconstruction, the breaking down of old structures that no longer support us. Giving things the space to unfold in their own time is uncomfortable, but its often what is required.